a happy losers friday night

took a bath with lavendar and coconut oil while getting drunk off some old white wine. watched midnight in paris while in there. by the time i got out the water was lukewarm. started reading a new book, huerfano, about a 70’s couple living in a commune. fell asleep quickly. woke up at 4:30 am with horrible cramps…drank some moon cycle tea which thankfully put me back to sleep painlessly. 

today i’m going to run, ride my bike to the studio for my 10-2 moniter hours, hopefully stay even longer, come back home, and continue to miss my baby.

four more days until i see him, four more days…..